This story on CNN.COM impacted me quite a bit as I read it. I know how he felt over those years of separation from the family he wanted so much.
Unless you have experienced you do not know the impact such as his experience can impact you.
I was in care from the day of my birth until I aged out at 18. During those years I was moved 15 times. Three of those times was being returned to one particular family for periods of 6 months, 2 years & 4 1/2 years. This family attempted to adopt me each time I was placed with them. First they were denied because it felt their being in their 40s was too old. Second, their bio son & his wife attemoted to adopt but were denied because he was Catholic & she Lutheran ( was was with Cathoilic Chairities). The parents attemoted to then adopted me when placed with them for 4 plus years but were denied with no reason ever given. A few weeks later I was removed from them for the final time.
Despite being moved the final time I continued to stay in contact with them and always considered them Mom & Dad no matter what the system said. Dad died in 1975 and Mom in 1983.
I always yearned for a family I could call my own but it was never to be, however all these years later I still call them my Mom & Dad.
Here is the story from CNN.COM:
(CNN) — A boyhood wish is finally about to come true. But Maurice Griffin had to wait until he was a man for it to happen.
At age 32, the California man is about to be adopted.
“It has to happen,” Griffin said. “I didn’t fight for all those years for no reason.”
Adopting the burly, muscular, mohawk-sporting man is Lisa Godbold, his one-time foster mother.
“I just feel like this makes it official,” Godbold said. “And we don’t have to keep explaining it now.”
The story dates to the early 1980s, when Godbold and her husband saw Griffin at an orphanage near their Sacramento home. The smiling child seemed to fit perfectly with their family.
“Interracial relationships weren’t as common or accepted as they are today and the fact that Maurice was biracial. And we were a biracial family made us a great profile. So to speak,” Godbold said.
In addition, Griffin got along well with the couple’s other children, two boys younger than him.
“We were best friends,” Griffin said. “We’d run around, we did mischievous things and fun things. It was a good time.”
The good time lasted for years — until Griffin was 13 — and was two months away from being officially adopted by the family.
Family ripped apart
One day, foster care officials took Griffin away, saying he could not live with Godbold’s family anymore.
The whole issue came from a dispute over whether they could spank him, according to Godbold.
“You can’t spank foster children. Maurice very much wanted that,” Godbold said. “We wanted him to feel like the rest of our kids. And there was a difference of opinion with some of the (child welfare) supervisors.”
Godbold said she fought to keep Griffin and was told she could lose her biological children.
CNN contacted the state agency responsible for the case, but its officials would not comment because it’s still considered a juvenile case.
So she had to let go. And as time moved on Griffin, says he lost touch with what he felt was his only family.
“It was just an emptiness,” he said. “I couldn’t talk to anybody about it because nobody was there. I couldn’t call somebody; there was just a void in me.”
Searching for each other
Despite several obstacles, they never stopped searching for one another.
Godbold’s husband died in 1998. She remarried and changed her last name, and moved. Griffin bounced from one foster home to another, never finding what he lost.
“I didn’t let anybody get close to me again,” Griffin said, holding back tears. “I hurt a lot of people. It was a rough road.”
But six years ago, Godbold found Griffin on social media. They communicated online and then one day she called him.
“She said, ‘hey baby,’ and I said I got to call you back,” Griffin said, trying to explain how overwhelmed he was by the reunion.
And now the two are heading to a San Diego courtroom Friday, to put their family back together.
A juvenile court.